Tuesday, April 04, 2006

exhausted.

having extra lessons is really tiring. reach home alr 4 plus 5. couldn't have an afternoon nap also. i'll be tired after 10pm. i was thinking when can i start my revision then? hmm. almost all the subj, mid-yr topics are covered alr. so it's abt time for revision! still struggling with Bio. i just cant memorise it. luckily, the CT is postponed to next tue. *phew*

had been having weird dreams recently. hmm. anyway, i had my recess at 11.30am today but i wasn't really hungry actually. i still ate. while queuing, i saw this guy with his head having stitches.. very huge stitches. the dead blood cells are still there. it automatically link me to the accident my dad had. that moment when i saw his head bleeding in the operation room. i was so frightened when i saw the stitches that guy had on his head. i din dare to see. i turned away. i tried to direct my attention away too. i was fine after that. =)

maybe i was too tired. i couldn't concentrate fully enough. i kept having the feeling he is still with Shirley making me so insecure. i was okay not long after that. aix. felt really tired.. i wanna rest!